23

23. The number of years I have spent here on this planet earth. My life has never been any extra ordinary in all these years. Have always been a mediocre. No scintillating looks, no extra ordinary career, no oh-so-high ambitions, no great achievements. But whatever I have lived…whatever I have faced…I have no qualms and complains against anything today. The kind of person I am today…the way I handle things in my life…the few left over relations I have…I am satisfied with all. I know I have changed a lot in all these years. I don’t feel emotionally attach with people I meet now…no matter how much care and concern they shower on me. I know somewhere I have become a cold hearted person. I know it’s almost impossible for me to connect myself with the people around, again. But this world always compensate the losses. I feel blessed to have few people by my side. Infact, there is nothing I feel missing in my life right now…except for few roller coaster thoughts that come and leave my mind every other second…few mood swings which have become more frequent off late. This day is again not going to be any special day. College till evening and then back to boring hostel life. That’s the way it is! That’s the way I have made it.