Who you are to me, I wonder
An excuse for solace or just a medium to hide
Hide from the fears, hide from the demons inside
Or you are just another person who passes by
Sometimes I sit and ponder, how to define this
A face I never came across in real but spend all my time with
But oh my friend, this heart is naïve
It doesn’t understand the change in fate
It keeps on asking for even more affection and warmth
Poor he…does not know things have changed so far
What to do now.. a step back or stand still?
Coz it has started affecting my will
Lets not go further and make it tough
Coz I am still a sensitive bud
No reasons filled, no logics involved
But my heart is not ready to bear that all
All that happened, from where it all evolved
Coz every story may begin different …but has the same halt
Maybe I am not people person…or maybe it’s someone else’s fault
But this is the way I am today, unpredictable…insane and out of control
You are broken and so am I, pain here is hard to deny
For the search of contentment, lets not create another void
Lets not fake and pretend we don’t have a choice
End it here, end it right now
I don’t know if it still matters….but my friend…lets bid adieu somehow!
9 comments:
Sometimes it is important to just end things. Sigh.
@Raji:
And sometyms...few things could not take birth coz of the past fear!
@TeamBlogadda: Honoured! :)
You need closure. No matter what. Else difficult to move on.
Congrats :)
@Soumya:
The fear of starting a new chapter coz of the old demons is more difficult !
btw thnx :)
Yep, closures are needed indeed!
Nice one there, it could be someone's rap song somewhere you know :)
Cheers,
Blasphemous Aesthete
Sometimes its really important to just wrap up every bit into end and throw it to a pitless abyss from where there is no return...then only a new beginning can be well-welcomed. :)
@BA:
I believe there is no such thing as 'closure'. It is just a moment when you set yourself free. In the tiny-winny corner of your heart..there still exists sme unforgettable moments...few tears...few smiles. I don't know if we still cal it a closure! Moving on doesn't mean we hv forgotten the things....the memories. It may mean that we simply have accepted the fact!
And I am glad that I have :)
n btw....rap? seriously? ;) I think I sud give it a try then :P
@Namrata:
That's the irony. Sometimes, even after closing a chapter long back...we cudn't start a new chapter.
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