Thursday, September 23, 2010
"Hehehhe....are you kidding me? hah Love?? You? Me? We?. Come on ..this is too good to be true.haha...I cant stop laughing. ok(after a deep breath)..okk....I know its 1st april today...and I dont want to be a bakra for sure..so better luck next time."
"Come on...dont say that...it take a lot of guts you know..to propose a girl...dont laugh like that."
"So..you proposing me right? haha....ok now its too much....and its already too late...and I am going"
"What???? dont make these faces now..these are not going to help you...I know its a joke ok...will talk to you after a day..huh....now bye..gn"
*She is offline now*
"Plz say yes....I love you and promise to love you till eternity. Please."
"I dont know...I dont feel the same for you...I need some time to think..what if even after coming into a relation i will not be able to love you? That would be unfair with you..and I cant do that...we are friends...very good friends and I dont want to lose friendship for love..hope you understand"
"Take your time...but plz dont say no...I cant live without you."
"I love you"
"I love you too. I never thought I would be saying this but yes..I too have started loving you...I feel that urge to talk to you...to just have a glimpse
of you..to feel you by my side.This feeling is beautiful...Love is beautiful I am glad to have you in my life."
...and they kissed.
"I told you..kisses are beautiful"
"Yes they are..."
"Hey why are you crying?"
"Dont know...never expected this much from life. Promise me...you'll never leave me"
and he kissed her forehead.
Their first kiss.The piety of first love and first kiss is so beautiful that one wants to preserve it for eternity.Novice love is always beautiful...like a new born baby...pure..clean..away from the contamination of world.
"I am strucked up here....Arnisha is not feeling well...I have to take her to Hospital.Plz wait there..I'll come within half an hour"
"hmm..ok...take your time...I am waiting"
After one hour
"Hi....where are you?"
"Still in hospital. Arnisha wants me to stay with her...It won't look good if I leave her this way...but Ravi has come...He will stay here with her..I am leaving in 10 mins"
"Ohkk..I am waiting"
After one hour
"You coming na?"
"I am so sorry baby...Arnisha is insisting too much to stay."
"Hmmm....its ok....We'll meet some other day. You take care of her"
"Where are you?"
"I am with Arnisha....she has to go for an interview so insisted me to take her for shopping...will talk to you in night"
"Why did not you picked my call?"
"I was busy"
"20 calls and not a single reply? This much busy you are?"
"You hurt me by your deeds.....you have changed a lot."
"I dont like Arnisha.I know she is your friend but I dislike her closeness with you. You know she likes you...and despite knowing that we both are in relation she do things to show that she mean more to you than me."
"You know Arnisha has lost a lot of weight...she looks so cute....She was saying that I look good in Blue...."
"Why arent you talking to me?? "
"Stop crying....look at your face....have you ever noticed your dark circles? Look at your eating habits? You need to lose some weight. And plz stop crying....its adding nothing but pimples on you face"
"You are not talking to me...I have been crying for the last 4 days....you dont care to talk and talking about how I look?"
"You are vulnerable....victim of obsession...cant hep it..talk to you later ...bye"
"Why are you doing this? "
"I need some time....I cant think of our relation going further"
"Dont do this please....I cant live without you"
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Two incident happened today which really made me think life is something you cannot control..you cannot plan...it gives you the things in a most unexpected way if it has to.I was surprised when saw a blog update of a person...this person was my school mate..its been years since we had a talk....we both are a part of each others frnd list ... I was literally surprised to see a blog of her. Never ever in my lyf i could thought of her writting. Its not that she dont have that plethora of thoughts to write...she is quite an intelligent girl....but dont know why...well...after reading few posts by her the only thing I realized is...life really is unexpected. Things has changed a lot....a lot...and so has she. But the things is..I felt good…reason I don’t know..neither do I want to.
For the last 1-2 yrs I have really tersed my social circle. There was a time when my friendlist was so long that a whole community cud be made from it. But today there are very few people I like talking to ….and these people really hold a vry important place in my life. I do not feel any sort of guilt by admitting the fact that I ignore people because I could not match my frequency with them…the reason why my fb frndlist is too small. I am not a hermit but yeah enjoy my own space. Amidst these few frnds only 3 are there who really plays a signicant role in my life. I give a damn to this world if I have these three ppl wid me…and I really do. A small ignorance from their side makes me go insane. But for the last few months there was something missing in my nexus with one of them…I know he has his own life but the level of possessiveness I have for my relations really get on my nerves sometime. I really loathe this habbit of mine and have tried a lot to change it…but this is the way I am…I am demanding for my relations and my things….though I really have changed a lot and try to give a lot of space to it..but at some point of time..it hurts. Neways..after a long long tym we both talked like before. And it really really made me very happy.
I don’t care for tomorrow now…neither Am I demanding for things to remain same as today…its too much to ask for…but for today..I am happy….and that is more important I believe..to enjoy the present moment.
P.S(for those three musketeers: This does not mean that my possessiveness for you has vanished…I still am hell lot of demanding fr it )