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Wednesday, December 15, 2010

I went there yesterday...our place..that place was our favourite...wasn’t it?....and so I preferred to go alone there...with our memories...the place hasn’t changed a bit...in all these years...its still serene and calm....and that corner...its still the best of place to sit...sat there for few minutes...can’t hold emotions for long when it comes to you..so ....yeah sat only for few minutes. Saw a boy and a girl sitting there...some 16-17 years old teenagers...the girl...she seems to be the happiest person on the earth with the boy...her eyes..full and contented as if this is going to last forever...must have been initial stage of their "love"...they are beautiful...initial stages. I remember how our time was....all those cute messages...those long late night talks...madness to see each other even if its just for a second..those uncontrollable laughs....not missing any chance to listen one another's voice...your voice....your voice....how every time I gt goose bumps whenever you used to say 'I love you'. I loved the way you always said these words in the middle of our serious talks...those nights...endless dreams....
And then there are things which no one knows....no one except us....and these are the things which always keeps you close to me....even in your absence. You remember I told you once that I talk with you even if you are not with me...and you said "It means that even if we are apart...you'll never lose me." Yes, I can’t ever lose you....for I have never felt such a strong urge for anyone...I haven’t felt so weak and strong at the same time with anyone...for I don’t have strength enough to stay away from you...physically...emotionally...mentally!!! Yes,you have made me so vulnerable...and I love the intensity of it!!!


4 comments:

Rajita said...

Those initial stages, yes they are heavenly. Wish life was just full of them!

Mansi said...

@Rajita:

Sigh!!! I wish!!!

Soumya said...

Ah, Vulnerable yes. After a certain time you actually begin to love it.. You were right Mansi, we always are in the same state of mind!

Your posts are always filled with feelings, but why don't you give them titles?

Mansi said...

@Soumya:

u know two days back I too was thinking the same thing...that why most of my posts are untitled...Its not that I don't tried ..its just that I like them this way....nameless...!!!!
maybe sometym...smeday...!!!