Wednesday, November 25, 2009
The Darker Side!!!
I cant see my face in the mirror...everytym I stand in front of mirror all I could see is a girl...wearing dark clothes....red eyes...sad..enigmatic...scattered hairs...crying.... I noticed that she was trying to say sumthing...sumthing that only she knows...some sins that she has committed...some desires that she cant share with anyone....some secrets she cannot disclose...some wishes that cannot be granted...her heart was full of regrets...regrets of sme decisions she has made....regrets of the tym she couldnt get back.....Her eyes were pouring revenge.....revenge she wants to take from life...for life has snatched things from her.. for life has made her alone in herself, for life has made this beautifule girl an evil being.
She wasnt uttering a word , but her eyes were saying everything....She closed her eyes and thoughts were visible from her face...she wants to live a life full of bliss, she wants to live without any fear, she wants all her things back from life, she was dreaming ...of a world where she was happy.....where she can live with no questions around, where she can live for herself..without any expectation, without any explanations...where everything was beautiful..where "she" could feel beautiful....where she dont has to sacrifice for others...and suddenly.... she opened her eyes and a drop of tear rolled out from her left eye. She was here again...in this REAL world...here..in front of me...and again... she emerged as a girl whose heart is full of agony and pain...regrets and desires....uncovered truth and broken dreams....
And that was "The Darker Side" of her life!!!!!!!!