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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Was it you???



Nothing has change...neither the way u look nor d way u smile...u came n sat beside me...your eyes..still filled wid so much of innocence...everytym i see them I fall in love with you all over again. No i dunn have to look in them ...why should I need to look into your eyes...Your lips ..still d same warmth and love...I saw them each tym you speak...they are so soft and tender....that mole on your chin still looks the most adoring thing to me in the world...Your shoulders ... as if nothing pacify my heart except them...I could hear your heartbeats...it was fast...as fast as mine....We both were trying to act normal but it was implacable....my heart was succumb...I could not sit lyk this and talk with you..smething is wrong between us...something has chaged...yes it does has......It is a fallacy to believe that everything is normal...no.. nothing is normal...bt say something....what?...plz... i'll not ask for any reason neither will I ask for any clarification..It wasn't your mistake..or may be it was....but forget all that happened...jst forget those seven months..you are here...this is the moment...say it...say what your eyes are saying...no.... pls dont look at me lyk this..this look of yours kills me...ok...i know....lyk every other ngt today also you are going to sit here whole night and say nothing......
Then,can I ask you something? Was it you who was in love with me? was it you for whom i decided to give up everythin? was it you who held me tight everytym i felt low? was it you who taught me to dream and to feel hpy fr small things around?Then y dont i found you today holding my hand when m feeling immensnely lonesome? Why dunn you break this silence between us and make everything allright? Why dunn you jst be the person whom I loved once? Why things have changed so much? Why exists this awkward distance between us? Why do I feel as if I am in aphelion?
No ...it cant be you. You cant be the same person with whom i spent most beautiful and memorable moments of my lyf. You cant be the one. Then who are you? Why do u cme everyngt and dunn let me sleep. Why every ngt I fnd tears rolling out from my eyes? Why every second your thought distract my mind? Who are you? Why cant you leave me alone? See, still you are standing there and smilling....smilling as if nothing has happen......plz go and let me sleep.......Its been months since I slept with peace in my mind...m tired....my eyes are burning.....m becoming insane...plz go n let me sleep......
ok....I kw this ngt also you are going to do the same........today also you are going to sit here whole night and will vanish as d ngt gt over.....fine...today's night is again for you and your thoughts!!!!!!!!!!!

1 comment:

rutuja hendre said...

u really write beautiful mansi....