Now And Then...............

I am not happy today...its not like that I am sad....bt yeah nt happy too. This feeling is strange...m nt feelin numb either...den wat? sme sort of mixed emotions...I have realized one thing off late...I am not liking changes..be it related to anything or anyone, I dont like changes. I like life to be immobile...free from relocation. I like things to remain same..now and forever....new faces and new people are things m nt ready to entertain at this point of tym..may be later..may be never..but for nw...i like things as they were before. I want my pen to remain on my table when i cme back...i want to see my clothes scattered on my bed when i return. I love to see each and everything of mine in the way as i left them before leaving. I want to see same faces when I go office...m nt ready to accept new beings around. Why changes are inevitable...why I have to be a part of these changes? They scares me...new things, new people...getting back to square one and starting off again.



I was not like this...Der was a tym when I craved for smething new to happen...Every other day I wanted something different ...something unusual...Bt today...I need a simple lyf...away from twist and turns...no surprises, no shocks...just a sedate and subdued living!!!!!!!!!