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Sunday, April 11, 2010

Now And Then...............

I am not happy today...its not like that I am sad....bt yeah nt happy too. This feeling is strange...m nt feelin numb either...den wat? sme sort of mixed emotions...I have realized one thing off late...I am not liking changes..be it related to anything or anyone, I dont like changes. I like life to be immobile...free from relocation. I like things to remain same..now and forever....new faces and new people are things m nt ready to entertain at this point of tym..may be later..may be never..but for nw...i like things as they were before. I want my pen to remain on my table when i cme back...i want to see my clothes scattered on my bed when i return. I love to see each and everything of mine in the way as i left them before leaving. I want to see same faces when I go office...m nt ready to accept new beings around. Why changes are inevitable...why I have to be a part of these changes? They scares me...new things, new people...getting back to square one and starting off again.



I was not like this...Der was a tym when I craved for smething new to happen...Every other day I wanted something different ...something unusual...Bt today...I need a simple lyf...away from twist and turns...no surprises, no shocks...just a sedate and subdued living!!!!!!!!!

7 comments:

ss said...

gr8.
but thingzz cant b in a way u want them but u have to start accptn them the way r to be.

Mansi said...

@ss
wish i cud do that...
:-(

funkyrave said...

If everything is perfect, and good, u will never respect and njoi it.. failures, despair etc are part and parcel of life..Dont worry about life's plot and its twists and turns.. The scriptwriter above is a master, have faith in him, and just do well in the current scene, dance to its tunes and life will be a block buster!! njoi!! :-)
Cheerio :-)

funkyrave said...

I know u know all these.. but I just typed. Although I disagree with ur this post.. but u express so eloquently cant resist commenting ! sorry :-)

Abhinav said...

The way u write ur feeling is AWESOME.....but "parivartan to sansaar ka niyam hai" u shud get used 2 it

Mansi said...

@funkyrave
we kw lot many things bt still want sumone else to utter those words so as to blv it....thnx 4 ur comment
:-)

@abhinav
m impressed by ur "hindi" ...lol

rutuja hendre said...

sometimes i too feel the same...!!!